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Thursday, November 12, 2009

9:13:00 PM

har har?????

i do not know what to do now.
another week of homework being piled up.
D=

Time is restricting from doing alot of things.
otherwise said: my time management is bad.

Tues
Haircut with/by James.
Told him I was bored of my hairstyle and he gave me
"a look"... Right side super short.
See me and you'll know.

At the same time. 3 people pisses me off after my happy haircut.
One don't know what's the prob.
The other put me on aeroplane to Arabia.
Another one, why did you even have a phone?!
'WHATEVER'

Wed
Rushed down immediately for work yesterday (after school - shag). 3pm
agreed Jovin to work already.
moreover, i didn't came over to help him last mon and tues. sighh..
[studies. Fish Man. Shag... Just more projects..]

OC. An event at Cathay cinema. had 400 guests.
hand not recovered. so abit diff to work also.
The same time, Berry hurt his hand, Jovin hurt his leg.
Karma..

Yen Ni and I got pissed off by some pple afterwards.
Nearly flared my temper if Ramesh didn't came.

Reach home around 3am. Died out..
Lesson at 8am today. I woke up only at 7.10am.
Chiong and was on time. what an relief.

Sadly, I really cannot take it. Really very tired.
Went out of Lecture theatre and slept one full hour.
Went home. Sleep again. Still Tired.
YAWNS!!!

Really wish to work tmr. But its Statistics. How can I pon??
sighhh.. Gonna go drinking with classmates tmr.
Jing Jie's BD. Following sat will be working at 5am.

Until my senses awake.

needs.

8:03:00 PM

last sat
celebrated ZhiWei's early bd at Helipad, Clark Quay. Nice environment.
lots of people fly kite. probably bcos it was really a last min decision.
ended up with only ZW, WeiFeng, JiaEn and I. xD
2 tower over there.

Headed over to Bungy later on. Cos it was ZW's friend. We got free ride!!
haha.. Hsiao Jing Teng was there as well. Heard that he is currently staying at C. Hotel too.
Forget to take picture. Tsk.

Was in a rush to BQ then and forgotten my wristband! hurts. I keep accidently hurt the spot. D=
Well, a little of Chivas there.
reached home ard 10am. and slept the whole of Sunday.

I seriously need to rush finish all my homework.
Will be working this wed, fri to sun.
APEC event.

Will be cutting hair tmr.
appt with James.
Next coming bd. Gattison?? haha

ending soon....

needs.

12:27:00 AM

5th Nov

8am to 11 plus school
was almost late by a sec probably. what a sigh. what a relief.

after which, work from 1 to 10pm.
in between, some miscommunications came upon.
but was fine after that. keep changing.

and because of some issues I freaking hell clean a total of 300 + glasses.
first time I took such a long hour to get glasses too. Break Record.

Showered. Headed home. Clean Up. Straight away pengx (sleep) without even switching off the lights etc.

6 Nov

Woke up late. Almost late for school. Just by a min.
Yet again, another sigh and relief.
8am to 4 pm school.

headed to ah mah house after that.
she brew soup for Rayson and me.
had dinner at her place too.
it has been quite some time I last tasted her culinary especially after the food paranomia incident.

Accompanied her down for exercise later on.
Bet my body is going to suffer from cramps tmr.

Back to Woodlands. Have been listening to the same song.
Two Way closed early today? Nobody answer to phone call.
Don't know whether James will be free tmr or not.
Wana cut hair.

Thinking whether to work tmr or not.
yes = 5.30pm & must straight away go to BQ
Sundayy Sundayy.. 12 noon
sigh.. see how lah.. yawns..

What's Wrong With Me.
Began not to understand myself

********

SB: Thanks. You will be of help by stating your name ya. LMAO

Gatti: Oushaa

mef: go out = spend $. sigh!!

JiaEn: Cheyy.. ZW says he don't mind though there's only 3 of us.

needs.

7:46:00 PM

What is happening to me?

Took a walk today after school.

Went to causeway point
FiNalLY got myself earphones (Sony).
Tested a few. Sound quality 'Not that bad'.
$39. Cheap. When time is right I will get myself a super good one.
Hopefully this doesn't spoil.

I then Made my way to Colds Storage.
Bought Some Groceries. & walked back Home.

Usual Routine.
now that I got my earpiece. I'm Updating my MP3.

Listening to "Hopetown Holiday" now.
I seriously missed playing in SSS under the baton of Mr Er Wee San.

Dislike Poly life although there's more freedom.
I don't mind rewinding back to sec sch days.
whereby the whole band plays as one.
heart beats as one.
shivering in the cold room..

now that it has been demolished.
well, i have nothing to say.

i missed #12. playing with me, for me, for the consecutive 5 years.

& then SheeYee must show me the Genting pic!!!

reminising those precious hours.
when I was sec2.
when we had so much joys and laughter
went to theme park and had lots of ride.
practicing together, getting in tune, playing as one.

WHOLE BAND!! Whole Band....
I missed those times greatly........
teardrops..

musicreminiscenes...

there's work tmr. 1pm. don't know whether to cancel or not.
hand is not fully recovered etc etc..
Shall See luh..

Homework all undone..

That Emotional Trauma.
Those things I've done.

ITS GONE & BACK!!

I am having the exact feeling as I had that time, Now.

Yet Again... (Breathless)

needs.

8:26:00 PM

Just look at what trouble I have got myself into..

*Laughs at myself**

I HURT MYSELF A THOUSAND TIMES HARD!

IWMCAISBA!!!!

Next week: Go Drinking with BK!!!!

Next next week: Go Drinking with SQ!!!

Cut my hair in between the weeks!!!

SHEENAAAA SHALL BE AWAKEEEE!!!

needs.

12:06:00 PM

someone just wouldn't let me have her.

my things back.

and/or rather not ready?

just kept me waiting..

next up.

holy shit. I have missed 2 lectures = 4hrs!

booo..

Last friday went to work instead of sat and sun.

ISTANA. next day woke up muscle cramps!!

leg kena bruises also.

Then Sun went back Jurong to celebrate DIDI's birthday.

bought Toy's Story Swensen ice-cream cake along the way.

Bought another Cookies and cream Swensen's ice-cream cake for Lian Hai too.

lol.. heavy lahh.. effort appreciated!

one thing proven: left hand still unable to hold tray.

Took a picture of myself using bro's cam.

haha.. i asked him to put as dp.

tell people that's his gf. LOL.

After which i went to DXO with my friend to drink.

Whiskey coke. lots of glasses for i can say.

then headed down to raining bar.

damn amanda sleeping!

had a little of chivas coke

i drank more then the other time yet no vomit.

how cool..

back to house opp for heineken.

yet again. i am fine.

another thing proven: my drinking skills' getting better. yeah.

GATTISON! 22nov LETS GO! xp

some self inflicted injuries..

and yeah. my rashes are healing fast! left those scratches only.. XD

my mood for the day:

sighh.. going to go for 4 hours of continuous lessons. BORED!!!

*******

JiaEn: shit you! "ni hao, wo shi jiaen. wo xian zai mei kong. QING LIU YAN!!"

Dil: alrights

S: no lah. some products.. back.. $5?

needs.

9:32:00 PM

Sheena is not really in a good mood now.

Sigh..

Feeling complicated. Yet again, have alot of unsolved issues, things that just kept made me thinking non-stop, that i have no idea what to do. Just so complicated.

Feeling unorganized. This sat is YeYe and LianHai's Birthday. But mum says can don't need go
back. But there's LianHai one too. promised to celebrate with him. It is his big 18th! I am going to get a nice cake for him! & Monday is James's Birthday! oh my my my my..

However, if I go back there, i'll need to change my address to work. Working for Apec event this sat 6am and sun 5am. I don't really have the mood to work yet. I feel that I shouldn't go back to Conrad yet. Moreover, I sprained my wrist. Don't know luh... Just so Complicated.

Dislike this feeling. Feel like I don't know myself suddenly. Too many problems that just coming and too much for me to take care of.

By the way, I develop rashes. Seriousness rated: 9/10
red skin, itching, rash. especially on my thighs. so, don't know how to work also lah. Just wish that it will be gone soon. Hope its healing. Joel, I hope I won't be like you. Scratching 24/7.

Prawn Fishing? My favourite activity nowadays? I went to prawn again yesterday. Was kind of happy. Caught 42 prawns in total. I BOUGHT MY OWN ROD!! xp
Quite expensive though. Got it at Changi with Shaun. ate Nasi Lemak there too.
But before that, I had Waffle Ice-cream at Gloria Jeans, NYP.
erm.. not very nice. compared to ICE3 xp

and as usual, I kept gaining and gaining weight. Drastically. reason: McDonalds' everyday! Breakfast, Lunch & Dinner just because of that monopoly thing! oh goodness.
my tummy won't go away. perhaps, due to the excessive drinking these few days as well?

Another thing. I want to blog about. Is regarding my workplace. Well. Everyone kept disturbing I like this and that guy.
"Perhaps I am too friendly to them? " some said.

I gave a it thought. Perhaps so. What do you think? I was known to be the super unfriendly girl in sec sch except to those whom I really know. Geex.. Sighh.. I seriously do not know. Should keep a distance. There again. If I am unfriendly, oh no. you wouldn't want that. joking? thats fine.
Saying until like I like everyone there? laughs... you guys should know.that for the past few years, who I really like. just in case you guys get mistaken now too. I don't anymore.

Not anyone else too. I like nobody.
and and.. I do not want a boyfriend.
so don't even try to matchmake.
I am having lots of problems already.
Thanks ah..

I just feel like shouting now.

About school? I have been average on that. Sometimes studying, Sometimes? Stoning.

Wana get a good headphone. But I need a Earpiece more that headphone.
Somehow or rather. my earpiece is spoil.
like ????

I Just need some music to blast me out
Just want to spill out all my feelings here now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Classmates are having some problems now too.
Hope they will be fine. I jsut seriously, wana have Peace.
everyone else to be happy.

breathless
(seriously. getting worse.)

needs.

SHEENA LEE PEI LING
4TH MAY 1991

Stubborn
Sensitive
Forgetful
Emotional
Breaks Down Easily
Insane at times
FEAR kins to leave
you won't understand me

Mother Nature
Travelling
Sacred Earth
Delicacies
Fashion

Wants to learn
Photography
Do more community work
Help others
Pursue my musicianship
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